Sensual Vibes

Boys are utterly seductive.

Their eyes are effortlessly compelling.

And their lips irresistibly suckable.

I remember the first time I met my boyfriend.

Never in my life did I ever imagine that looking at a man would leave me tormented with desire.

Falling in love with a man like you is deeply wonderful but intensely frustrating because our society has been taught to frown upon same sex relationships.

I met this boy a few weeks after I ended my heterosexual escapades. I was horribly depressed and sexually starved and my infatuation for boys was taking a tragic turn.

After a few chats on the internet, we finally agreed to meet at my crib.

My heart was uncontrollably pounding when I first tried to initiate a coversation.

We sat on the couch. His stare pricking deep into my skin and his posture seductively calling me out.

The room was mute. A chilly saturday morning.

He was gasping. His warm breath was selfishly spreading through my skin.

There was an urge to kiss him. I was shaking like a horny goat.

I looked into his eyes again. It gave me a tingling sensation.

The feeling was sensual. And the vibe was mutual.

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We finally broke the resistance My eyes were brimming with tears and I couldn’t handle the rage in my pants. For the first time in my life I felt entirely different.

Just like many gay folks out there, I realized I was living a lie and only boys like me turn me on.

My knees were cracking and I couldn’t hold back anymore.

We kissed endlessly and the throb was indescribable.

It was the day of the great revelation. Much more happened but the greatest thing I found is a life companion.

I cannot choose between boys and girls, I simply love boys more.

I was born this way.

And I am not alone. It’s normal.

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Whatever happened next deserves a story on it’s own. But the moral end of it all is, let what makes you tick reign supreme. .

We all have grown up in a world where same sex relationships are frowned upon. Are you going to conform and let the society stifle your happiness?

THINK………

LET YOUR SENSUAL VIBES REIGN.

 

 

 

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One Comment Add yours

  1. hellenmasido says:

    Oh love! I’m glad you were finally able to be yourself!

    Liked by 1 person

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