Boys are utterly seductive.
Their eyes are effortlessly compelling.
And their lips irresistibly suckable.
I remember the first time I met my boyfriend.
Never in my life did I ever imagine that looking at a man would leave me tormented with desire.
Falling in love with a man like you is deeply wonderful but intensely frustrating because our society has been taught to frown upon same sex relationships.
I met this boy a few weeks after I ended my heterosexual escapades. I was horribly depressed and sexually starved and my infatuation for boys was taking a tragic turn.
After a few chats on the internet, we finally agreed to meet at my crib.
My heart was uncontrollably pounding when I first tried to initiate a coversation.
We sat on the couch. His stare pricking deep into my skin and his posture seductively calling me out.
The room was mute. A chilly saturday morning.
He was gasping. His warm breath was selfishly spreading through my skin.
There was an urge to kiss him. I was shaking like a horny goat.
I looked into his eyes again. It gave me a tingling sensation.
The feeling was sensual. And the vibe was mutual.
We finally broke the resistance My eyes were brimming with tears and I couldn’t handle the rage in my pants. For the first time in my life I felt entirely different.
Just like many gay folks out there, I realized I was living a lie and only boys like me turn me on.
My knees were cracking and I couldn’t hold back anymore.
We kissed endlessly and the throb was indescribable.
It was the day of the great revelation. Much more happened but the greatest thing I found is a life companion.
I cannot choose between boys and girls, I simply love boys more.
I was born this way.
And I am not alone. It’s normal.
Whatever happened next deserves a story on it’s own. But the moral end of it all is, let what makes you tick reign supreme. .
We all have grown up in a world where same sex relationships are frowned upon. Are you going to conform and let the society stifle your happiness?
LET YOUR SENSUAL VIBES REIGN.